Sometimes I want to stop working in hospitality, drop my degree and do something new. I want to move somewhere new, be someone else and change. I feel tired of the same routine. I’m tired of being lonely, I’m tired of not feeling satisfied. I feel sad for lost opportunities and I think a lot about how I could’ve been a better me at this point in my life. I wish i made more friends, i wish i put myself out there. I don’t particularly hate my life because it has it’s ups and downs but for the most part I’m content. However I’m just an idiot and adulthood sucks shit.